my life. enjoy.

I can’t sleep because I can’t stop thinking/freaking out about college. I seriously need to a thinking switch where I can just turn my thinking off when I’m ready to go to sleep. It 4:45 and I am exhausted but I can’t sleep. This becoming a problem. I was freaking out so much tonight that I actually went and started applying at a couple colleges. One is like 16 pages long….that’s a little too much for me. Oh, and they want an essay and a resume. Just kill me now so I don’t have to go through all of the stress of it all. I mean, I know its all necessary but its too stressful for me and I don’t like it all.